Colleen – chapter 02 – part-03

“Something smelled funny in there.”

“I know, I think they were eating tuna fish in bed last night.”

Colleen and I were both sputtering, trying not to laugh out loud. I looked at Colleen and began to openly laugh and pointed at her chest. She gave me a confused look and then glanced down at herself. She grinned at what she saw and lifted the sheet to take a good look at my chest before she began laughing herself.

The lipstick instructions that were on her chest and legs from the night before were now smeared all over her body as well me and the sheets. We were laughing so hard that Colleen almost dropped Noelle. We heard Meghan and Molly running down the hall and pulled the sheets up to our chins just before they burst into the room.

“What’s so funny?” they asked.

This sent us into another round of uncontrollable laughter.

“I’m sorry honey, it’s grown-up funny stuff. We can’t tell you.”

The girls frowned and went back to the kitchen. As they went out the door Molly said, “They never tell us any of the good stuff.”

Even after a long shower and continual scrubbing, our skin was stained a light pink that lasted for several days. The white sheets were a lost cause. The lipstick color never did come out but everytime Colleen put them on the bed, I knew that I was in for a very long and intense physical workout after the kids went to bed.

Life was good.

I found great joy and contentment in being the family man. Even this early Noelle showed signs of developing a personality that involved lots of smiles and laughter and by the time she was three months old had mastered the art of sitting up. Meghan and Molly were nothing but a pure delight. They, as much as Colleen, were instrumental in teaching me the art of fatherhood.

It was in about the middle of March that Colleen came down with some type of bug that settled in her stomach. For a couple of days she was tired and listless and her stomach seemed to be queasy most of the time. One morning we were standing in the kitchen. The girls had finished breakfast and had gone to get dressed for school while I was gathering up my things to go work. I heard Colleen make a strange noise and I turned to look over at her.

She was standing there holding Noelle with a strange expression. It was a look of panic, dismay and confusion all at once and then the color began to drain from her face. I stepped towards her as she shoved the baby into my arms, turned and ran down the hall.

I walked after her and found her in the bathroom, on her knees, her face in the toilet. She was making gagging noises and then with one long drawn out moan began to spew out every thing she had eaten in the last twenty-four hours. I took Noelle back to the kitchen and Meghan and Molly came in with a panicked look.

“Is Mom Ok?”

“She’ll be alright; she’s just not feeling well right now. So go finish getting ready for school.”

Over the next twenty minutes, the girls and I could hear Colleen in the bathroom. There would be several minutes of silence and then the retching sounds would start all over. At last we heard the toilet flush and the sound of running water in the sink. Colleen came out of the bathroom looking pasty white with a dazed look on her face. She took Noelle into her arms and rocked her gently.

“Bobby, call the office and tell them you’re staying home today. Take the girls to school and stop at the pharmacy on the way home.”

“Of course. What do you want me to get at the pharmacy?”

Colleen only stared at me with no color in her face and a bewildered expression.

Then it hit me what she was telling me.”

“You’re kidding me, right? It can’t be…”

“Oh yes it can. Now get going.”

I dropped the girls off at school then stood at the pharmacy door for half an hour waiting for them unlock and open up for the day. As soon as the store manager turned the key in the lock I shoved the door open and ran past him. I grabbed the kit off the self and threw some money at the cashier. I sat in the car for a minute thinking, then ran back into the store and bought two more kits for insurance.

When I got home Noelle was already down for her morning nap. Within minutes Colleen was bent over the bathroom sink, moaning and grunting as I stood behind her slamming my cock in and out. After we had calmed down from our climax, Colleen picked the stick up from the counter and studied it for a moment. She handed it to me and pointed to the plus sign that was showing in the little window.

Positive.

Colleen was pregnant again.

To say that we were stunned is an understatement.

I took Colleen’s hand and led her back to the bedroom. I slowly undressed her and she lay on the bed. I undressed myself then lay on top her and we began to make love, and that’s what it was, love. The first time you make love with your partner after finding out she is pregnant is one of the most glorious experiences two people can share. We made love until we heard Noelle waking up.

Noelle was not old enough to comprehend that her mother and father were spending the entire day completely nude, feeding her and playing with her. Minutes after Noelle was down for her afternoon nap, Colleen was lying on her back in the middle of the living room floor as I lay between her legs, pumping my hips up and down, pushing my cock in and out of her as we both grunted out our love for each other. We did it one more time with Colleen lying back on top of the dining table while I stood between her legs, leaning over her, huffing and puffing until we both screamed “OH GOD YES!”

We were lying still, catching our breathes when I looked up at the clock that I could see through the kitchen doorway.

“OH shit,” I yelled and grabbed Colleen’s hand. I dragged her into the bedroom just as we heard the front door open and two small voices sing out, “MOM! We’re home.”

That night after the kids were down for the night, Colleen and I lay in bed talking.

“How could this happen?”

“Well, it’s not like we were using a whole lot of protection here.”

“No, I suppose not.”

Colleen studied my face for a few moments then asked, “What are you grinning about?”

“I just realized that I get another chance to fuck my favorite pregnant woman.”

Colleen rolled over to lie on top of me and began kissing my face.

“That sounds pretty good to me.” She scooted her hips back until the end of my cock touched the lips of her pussy. “I think now would be a good time to start…”

Telling people the news was going to be much easier this time, but we decided to wait just a little bit anyway.

The next morning I went into work and as I walked past Miss Jennings’ desk, she looked up and gasped. Miss Jennings followed me into my office and when I sat down at my desk I saw her staring at me, her eyes wide. After a minute of silence I asked the inevitable question, “What?”

“Colleen is pregnant again, isn’t she?”

“Good lord how did you know? Did she call you?”

“No, you have that same stupid grin on your face as the last time. Don’t ever try to play poker; you’ll be destitute before you know what hit you.”

“Listen, we’re not ready to tell anyone right now so can we keep it just between us?”

“Alright, but if you don’t get rid of that idiotic grin the entire building will know before lunch time.”

Miss Jennings was right. It was almost impossible to not go around all day with a smile on my face. At home Colleen was the same. Meghan and Molly kept asking her what she was smiling about and when we were out in the neighborhood, total strangers would look at us and smile.

When Colleen was three months along, it was time to tell people, and since we were repeating the cycle again, we started with the girls. I said that I would tell them this time just so I could practice my new parenting skills. So, one night after dinner, Colleen reached into the cupboard and brought out the lemon meringue pie. After Colleen cut it and served the pieces to everyone, I began.

“Girls, can we talk for a minute?”

“Sure Daddy, what’s on your mind?”

Meghan and Molly were trying not to smile, looking at each other out of the corner of their eyes.

“Meghan, who is your best friend in the world?”

Meghan looked startled, showing that she was caught off guard with that question.

“Molly is…Molly is my best friend.”

“And Molly, what about you? Who is your best friend?

“That’s easy Daddy, Meghan is.”

“Ok, here is a hard question, who is going to be Noelle’s best friend?

Their brows were furrowed for a moment and then their faces relaxed into smiles as understanding came to them.

“We don’t know Daddy, do you and Mommy know?” The grinning got even bigger.

“Well, your mother and I were thinking that the perfect way for Noelle to have a best friend would be for Mommy to have another baby.”

Meghan and Molly threw their heads back and began to laugh. Noelle was sitting in her high chair and began to imitate her sisters, laughing when they did and clapping her hands when they did. But she soon lost interest this and went back to eating her favorite desert, a pile of dry cheerios lying on the tray of the high chair.

The girls finished their desert then scooted back their chairs. As they walked away form the table, Colleen and I could hear Meghan whisper to Molly, “See, I told you they would.”

Molly quickly spun around and returned to the table. With a serious expression she said, “Remember, no brothers. She’s going to share a room with me,” and walked off to find Meghan.

Colleen looked at me with a questioning look and said, “You don’t suppose they already knew, do you?”

“I don’t know.”

Telling Mom and the twins was much easier this time also. The next weekend we drove down to Santa Teresa to Mom’s house then called Mike and Jimmy to come over for a while. After lunch we were sitting around the table talking while all the cousins were outside. There was a lull in the conversation when I spoke.

Mom…guys…Colleen and I have some news to share with you.”

Everyone’s faces were blank for a second, and then began to change. Mike’s face had a questioning look, Jimmy was suspicious and Mom looked panicked. Sharon and Mi Lin glanced for a second at Colleen who was wearing her contented half smile then all three of them broke into huge grins.

“Colleen and I are pleased to announce the impending birth of a new grandchild for Mrs. Margaret O’Conner.”

The statement was a tad overly grandiose but somehow fit the occasion.

Everyone came around the table to hug us with their congratulations except for Mom. She was still sitting down, one elbow on the table, forehead in hand, slowly shaking her head back and forth. At last she raised her head up and looked first at me then to Colleen. She gave us a shrug of her shoulders and a small smile.

“Well, I survived it once; I guess I’ll live through this one too. Just make sure this baby is as good natured as the rest of the kids. The one thing I will not tolerate is an ill tempered grandchild.”

Mom stood and hugged us, then all of the women drifted into the livingroom for an extended session of pregnancy talk. This left Jimmy, Mike and I alone in the kitchen. Mike and Jimmy were standing next to each other, arms crossed, their backsides leaning against the counter. Mike was smiling and Jimmy seemed to be lost in thought, both of them just looking at me. I could stand the silence for only so long before I spoke.

“Hey, don’t everyone talk all at once.”

Mike gave a small laugh then came over and put his arm around my shoulders.

“For a complete nitwit, you’re ok. Don’t let them let them tell you any different.”

There was another pause of silence then Jimmy spoke.

“Bobby, I owe you an apology.”

“Apology? What for?”

“Last year when you and Colleen told us she was pregnant, I thought both of you had lost your minds. Do you remember what I told you at the time?”

“Yeah…something along the line of you would kill me if I ever hurt Colleen.”

“I meant it then and I still mean it, except now it’s different.”

“Different how?”

“Mike and I have been watching you and Colleen since then, especially since Noelle was born. You’re totally incapable of doing anything to hurt her, you love Colleen too much, you always have.”

“What does that mean?”

Mike gave me a gentle slap to the forehead. “Get real! Even when we were little kids the whole world could see that you were in love with Colleen. I think the only people who didn’t see it were Mom and Dad. Colleen couldn’t see it because she was so gaga over you. That’s why we so surprised when she married Bill. You know, sometimes you had such a goofy look on your face when she was around, it was down right embarrassing to admit to people that you were our brother.”

“I think there’s a compliment in there somewhere, I just can’t see it right now, but thanks, I appreciate it.”

There was another moment of silence as we all looked down at the floor, processing our individual thoughts. Jimmy spoke softly without looking up.

“I wish Dad was here, I think he would be very happy about the way things have turned out. You and Colleen were always special to him.” Jimmy raised his head and laughed. “Dad told me one time that he wanted all four of us to have ten kids each so that he and Mom could have a never ending supply of grandkids.”

Mike and I looked at each other and burst out laughing. At the same instant we said the same thing out loud, “I don’t think so.” Still laughing, we went into the livingroom to be with the women we love. As we went through the doorway Jimmy whispered in my ear.

“Just remember what I said, hurt her and I will hunt you down.”

This time, pregnancy was not a new thing for me and it seemed to go by much too fast. I don’t think I am some kind of a pervert, but making love with Colleen when she is pregnant adds a whole new dimension to our lives. I absolutely adore her.

One night after a particularly satisfying session of love, we were lying in bed relaxing before turning off the light to go to sleep. I was lying on my back with Colleen cuddled in my arms. Her head was on my chest with her thigh draped across my legs, her ever expanding stomach firmly held against my hip. Her hand was slowly rubbing my chest at the same time that I was stroking her back.

I could tell by her body language that Colleen was thinking about something so I wasn’t going to disturb her until she was ready to share it with me.

“Bobby, can I ask you something?”

“Of course cutie, what do you want to know?”

Colleen’s face had that same furrowed brow frown that I had seen countless times on the girls when they were trying to get their courage up to say something.

“Do you ever think about us?”

“Of course I do. I think about you all the time.”

“No, not me…us.”

“What do you mean?”

Colleen sat up and looked down at me. “I mean do you think about us, you and me together, as a couple?”

I sat up and looked at Colleen. “What is there to think about?”

“Well for one thing there is the fact that we are brother and sister. We had a baby together and we’re about to have another. This is California, not Arkansas, but I’m pretty sure that this is illegal in all fifty states. Does it ever bother you?”

“Oh, the incest thing.” I paused to get my thoughts in order because it was important that I get it right the first time.

“You’re going to have to bear with me because I really don’t know if I can explain this so anyone can understand it.” Colleen sat waiting and listening.

“That night of our first date, and then that whole weekend, I didn’t think about it at all. But after Meghan and Molly came home, that was all I could think about. Do you remember what you said about us having separate bedrooms?”

“I told you that I couldn’t stand not having you in bed with me every night.”

“Right, and I feel the same way. You also said when we started this that it was for the long haul, and you were right. You mean the world to me and I would die inside if we couldn’t be together as partners.”

I leaned over and kissed her on the nose.

“Look, we were grown ups when we got going. It’s not like we didn’t know what was happening; we had both been married before. And it’s not like some sick adult taking advantage of an innocent child…well, you are older than me so it’s all your fault and I’m totally blameless here.”

I smiled at her, she stuck her tongue out at me and muttered, “blameless my ass.”

“So, do I think about us? Yes, all the time. Do I think about us being brother and sister? No, I don’t. I only think about how much I love you and how empty my life would be without you.”

Colleen’s head was bent down as she listened, her finger drawing slow lazy circles on my leg as she thought.

“I feel the same way Bobby, but sometimes I wonder if we’re doing the right thing.”

“It’s not a question of right or wrong, it just is. I know that to other people it might seem weird and all, but I’ve never felt that anything was so meant to be as this, you and me. Under other circumstances, our lives might have gone down a different path, but things are the way they are. When I moved here from Chicago, if Bill were still alive, or Barbara hadn’t done what she did, would we have still ended up in a relationship like this? I doubt it but you can’t tell because there is no way to change the past. Bill died and Barbara did it. I am not going to spend the rest of my life playing the ‘what if’ game. The only thing that matters is that I love you and you love me. And there are three little girls right down the hall that we both love just as much. It’s called family.”

I reached over and stroked Colleen’s belly.

“And I can’t wait to meet the next member of our family.”

Colleen reached up and placed her open palm against my cheek.

“I love you so much Bobby…sometimes I wonder…if I really loved Bill at all?”

I pulled Colleen close and held her tight.

“I have no doubt that you loved Bill, I could see it in your eyes everytime you looked at him. And he loved you, that’s why I liked him so much myself, because he was good for you. You can’t compare your love for Bill with your love for me; it’s a different time, different place.”

Colleen was quiet then whispered her biggest question of the night.

“Do you ever think about Barbara?”

I took my time before answering. I knew that Colleen was feeling extremely vulnerable right then and if I wasn’t careful, I could hurt her very badly.

“When I first got here from Chicago that was all I could think about. But you, with a lot of help from Meghan and Molly, showed me that there is another life out there in the world. That I not only could, but would, live through everything and find a different happiness. Once I understood that, she just faded away from my memory. The answer to your question is no, I don’t thank about Barbara. In fact I surprise myself sometimes when I realize that I was married before. It’s almost like it was a story I read in a book a long time ago. It was something that happened to a fictional character, not to me.”

I could tell that Colleen needed more reassurance from me so I continued.

“I loved Barbara very much when we got married; there is no escaping that fact. But that love no longer exists. That love is gone just a much as Bill is gone. They have both died and they are never coming back. You and I have been released to continue living our lives in the here and now, not somewhere in the past.”

“Do you think you should have stayed in Chicago and tried to work things out with her? Talked to her, at least let her tell you why she did it?”

“No, I don’t, there would be no point in that. It’s like this. If a drunk walks out of a bar, gets behind the wheel of a car, then drives sixty miles an hour down the street and kills a small child in the intersection, no matter what the drunk says, or explains, the child is still dead. The driver knew the possible consequences before he got drunk, but he made the choice to drink and drive anyway. For him to try and justify anything and hide behind some lame excuse that he was impaired by alcohol does not change the fact that the child is dead.”

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